i'm deprived of sleep. my hands are numb. my feet are sore. i want c2 but i can't have one. my dad WON'T understand what i'm trying to tell him. my supposed to be "perfect saturday night" just turned into "one of my worst nights, EVER". i miss a lot of people. i'm trying to placate everyone by putting on a facade that i'm ACTUALLY happy. i'm being totally immature about this and i could totally care less. i want to write hate mail as a living. haha! wow, something made me laugh! at this point? i thought that was IMPOSSIBLE.

BETTER OFF DEAD

Im not the kind to kiss and tell
You should have known better
I thought you knew me pretty well
I was wrong

And saying sorry wont make
Everything all right
And ive trieded to let it ride
But im losing
And it tears me up inside
I cant let go
Its been eating me alive
And now i see redIm not guilty of the crime
Your out of your head
If you mean the things you said

Oi! You're BETTER OFF DEAD
Do do do do do do do
Oi! You're BETTER OFF DEAD
Do do do do do do do
Oi! You're BETTER OFF DEAD

You took the word of
Someone else
Not to clever

You should be
Questioning yourself
Not me
And saying sorry wont turn
Back the hands of time
And ive tried to let it slide
But im slipping
And it cuts me up inside
I cant let go
Its been eating me alive
And now i see red
Im not guilty of the crime
Your out of your head
If you mean the things you said

Oi! You're BETTER OFF DEAD
Do do do do do do do
Oi! You're BETTER OFF DEAD
Do do do do do do do
Oi! You're BETTER OFF DEAD

What can i say
But stay out of my way
If i see you tonight
You're DEAD
Its been eating me alive
And now i see red
Im not guilty of the crime
Your out of your head
If you mean the things you said

Oi! You're BETTER OFF DEAD
Do do do do do do do
Oi! You're BETTER OFF DEAD
Do do do do do do do
Oi! You're BETTER OFF DEAD

If you mean the things you said
If you mean the things you said
Really mean the things you said

Oi! You're BETTER OFF DEAD

one question though, before i end this. why does it ALWAYS have to be me?

P.S

Slutty Girl from Joe's: "...bad day. i get to be forward today."

i'm not saying that i'm slutty. i'm totally not. i'm saying that we both had a bad day. so, i also get to be forward. with that, SYLAR, PETER PETRELLI and ISAAC MENDEZ are MINE. okay, asia and france? :]

Labels: better off dead, depression, Heroes, immaturity, isaaz mendez, peter petrelli, sylar

Pam the Sap

Right now, my world revolves around my laptop, the TV, fic, grey's anatomy, private practice, malls and oh, food :p

I write. I read. I read and then I write. I make m-vids. [you can watch them on my youtube.]

The bright and shiny side of me loves..

grey's anatomy.
private practice.
kate walsh = world's most funniest person. EVER. (hey i give credit where credit's due, aryt? :p)
my laptop. my cellphone. my ipod. books. movies. music. my mum's chocolate chip cookies. ice-cream. muffins. pizza. rainbows. rainy days. sunny days. slacking. sweets. THE CLASH... seriously.

in terms of GA writers, i loooove...

♥ Calla
♥ Sara
♥ Brandy
♥ kele_varekai
♥ literary_critic

Oh, if you want to get on my good side, here's my wishlist ;) wee.

A backsage pass to the Grey's Anatomy, or Private Practice set. :)
Books. A new phone. A bigger room. A new laptop. A leather jacket [ i want to be Mrs. McSteamy! :p]

My birthday is on: November 11 ;)


MUSIC? Music is love.

i listen to a wide range of genre's so anything from contemporary jazz to rock is good :D
just don't let me listen to metal or anything like that, okay? haha!

and yes, i purposely did not put band names. we, yes WE, have reasons you guys just won't understand. :p
right, sweetbabes? right, teppy? right, asia? hahaha!

RAMBLINGS

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LINKS

♥ my fster account
♥ my multiply
♥ my blog before
♥ my mum :)
♥ asia
♥ teppy
♥ france
♥ calla
♥ acie
♥ angel
♥ jennisen
♥ eriko
♥ mare
♥ cara
♥ sophie
♥ abby
♥ funniee
♥ rini
♥ fer
♥ chirra
♥ alyssa
♥ BJ
♥ ekhai
♥ anna may
♥ gela

Old Stories

Save the Cheerleader, Save the World
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There's No Place Like Home
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Oh, Star
Mark the Sap
End of the World
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